things i'm glad about

1. i went to the viewing
2. i saw family i hadn't seen in 20+ years
3. after i got over being nervous, i was happy about it
4. someone i didn't expect to, hugged me
5. my family accepts a good bit of weirdness
6. my dad held up great
7. my mom's pastor didn't come
8. my uncle had a LOT of friends
9. there are still a lot of good people in small towns
10. i really could rely on them if i needed to.